Reliving The Pain Of Leaving You.

My 1st ticket .


Failed to wear seatbelt !! el moshkila im in the backseat ! ugh ;s



Im Alive To Live.



I am born to live , and i love to live it off the edge , Im a daredevil at heart .. sometimes i wish to live in africa or close to the woods .. i cant imagine how amazing its to face the nature everyday , standard travel activities like hiking, surfing, diving are fun but not what i really love.



so i searched the net .. i wanted to build more thoughts inside my risky mind .
ever heard
of zorbing? mmm maybe you have seen this


on tv before , all that’s really needed is a gently sloping hillside (or man-made ramp) and the zorb itself – a ball made of flexible plastic with a smaller round chamber inside. Water is often added to help riders stay stationary as the ball rolls around them. Zorbers climb in and the ball is pushed down the rill, rolling for about a half mile until it comes to rest and the rider climbs out, exhilarated, disoriented and often more than a little dizzy , lol fun isnt ?
i heard its famous in newzeland , so i guess i have a chance of 80% to find that in Australia . hopefully . I'd let you know readers once i try that :)


Another thing id love to try and do is "Diving with great white sharks" and yes they do that in South Australia , one of the world's best spots for such activity ! lol i just told my mom that im gona do it soon and all i heard was screaming :p
Actually its not like im gona swim with the sharks ! its called Cage diving . you dont even have to get the qualification of a diver to be taken down under . i read that it cost 490$ AUD. which approximate costs 100 KD .climb into a cage, descend below the surface, and wait. Though there’s no guarantee you’ll see a Great White, most companies do report high success rates for sightings. Struggle to control your racing heart (studies show Great Whites react to faster heartbeats) as the sharks circle closely around the cage, and try not to contemplate the damage these 20-feet, 4,000 pound predators can do with a single bite.



Something else "kitesurfing" or kiteboarding! i think this is more common , i do see some Kuwaiti guys with photos of them kiteboarding ..Kitesurfing can be done at any beach where there is a strong and reliable wind, though many public beach areas have banned the sport due to safety and traffic concerns. I really cant wait to try that .








off the beach a little , what do you think about Free-climb??? its when you flaunt the law of gravity as you climb rocks and mountains using only your hands and feet to climb without the aid of ropes, pulleys or picks. Most free-climbers still use safety ropes as a precaution, but some daredevils go without (known as free-soloing). amazing aight?

The urban version of mountain climbing is bridge climbing, isn’t the most strenuous activity but it can still be an exciting challenge, especially if you have a fear of heights. There are only a few places in the world where you can (legally) scale a bridge. The Sydney Harbour Bridge is one of them.


What else do you really wanna try ?? let me know !!!

2 years for zaina's tragic death anniversary ...





Its 21th of July ...
What Can i Say??
It Feels like yesterday when i saw you , laughed , hugged and held hands.
Your Voice Zaina Still rings in my head , not unclear , not the echo of it , just simply ur voice like its a tape playing on in my head .....You touched the hearts of many,you presence still linger in our souls,its so hard to say goodbye,why so early in life,even though you are gone....Zaina you'll never be forgotten! missed by many , Loved by all . I will Always Love u znzoon , Promised to name my first daughter : Zaina.. :) ur such an angel and always will be . i love you .

-May ur soul rest in peace
Allah Yer7amich Ya A'3laa Best Friend 3ndii bel Dennia :)

"Tayko" ;(




plz take a moment , read something , http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=2419159272&ref=ts thanks




Brightin' up ur summer ;*





1) Omg im sooo into the shiny colored nails ! they look so amazing
I'm Still Trying To find The One's That GLOW!!
like this set of colors :




I've Already got some from Australia , the pink was cute , but the green and yellow suck'd big time . Yesterday My cousin Told me To Go and Check SALMIYA'S 7OUSH lol , know the place where they sell shitty stuff?? , She said That surprisingly she found some Good Colors there. So what do i do ? For Sure i Went there lol
I saw nice colors and i asked : how much for that? Bangali Guy was like : noss dinnar ! I was Like : Huh?? @@ 500 fils? aw ok cool give me 6 of that and 3 of that and 2 of this one . so i got bunch of them.. :) If Your reading this and interesting , I'd Say : Yeah.. go there you Might find what you want .. they are similar to :

Not Bad , aight ?

-ps: if you know where i can get the ones like image 1 . LET ME KNOW :)



2) Tattoo anyone?

This Time I decided to get one .. yes I do whatever i like , getting my lips pierced is sooo yesterday now lol i need to try something new ! new pain hehe
so i Also decided to make it look cute and shiny . giving a bit of the girly touch to it or maybe get a colored tat.
Im Thinking of Stuff like :



Check Out the Golden fish , Cute :) 7ta el dolphin above it looks nice.


CUTE CUTE CUTE ! I WANT !

I also think (Fairy Tattoos) Are sexy ! but i think They will Take long time and might be ... well Painful ;$

or How about a Heart-sapped Lady bug ?


3) and for 3... Im Proud to announce that I DEFINITELY will go from blonde to Bleach blonde ;) !! would look extremely sexy with the tan Im planning to get !

something like this !! :




Taddaaaa !!




6ab3an more tanned skin .

;)


Cheers;*

In Memory of the king !


He was great , i Loved him ! i wasnt a big fan , aint gonna lie just cuz now he's gone mraa wa7da el 3moom 9araw y7boona lol ! bs i can say inaa yes i liked him i was even a fan of his page be4 he dies.. anyways , like all of u i've been listening to michael's music recently, a lot of his music....unlike a lot of u though, i never wrote mike off, never thought he was a pedophile and still don't, and continued to be fascinated with him until the......'end'.

so what i'm noticing about his music, although it was like super-funky, it was also sorta.....weird....like, edgy and paranoid and sorta creepy and bizarre ;s ..like a dark carnival with bright lights at night on the side of some highway somewhere with freaks and animals and.....stuff u couldn't really see, but u knew was there!!!!


This Place Hotel.

"..live and sin/10 years ago/on this day my heart was yearnin'/i promised i would never ever be returnin'/where my baby broke my heart/and left me yearnin'..."

"..there was sefra and sue/every girl that i knew/and my baby said love is through..."

Paranoia. Creepy. Brilliant. The images it evokes are of a place haunted by demonic women, running around hexing people..."Dirty Diana"..."Billie Jean", more sorta paranoid visions of women out to steal one's soul.......

Off the "Invincible" album..there's the last song, "Threatened", where mike says, "..you should feel threatened by me...", "Dangerous", "Thriller", "Bad", "Beat It", "Smooth Criminal", "Who Is It", these are all tunes where mike took us to places in the shadowy dark, far away from the glittery shiny "Heal The World" saccharine-sweet musical universe most people seemed to think mike lived.....

LOL im saying the dude was...scary, actually. Watch the "Black and White" video, homeboy, was ANGRY, sure, he was happy also, but he was wicked in that video!!!!!! and, almost everytime mike touched the stage, his persona was FAAAAAR from this happy, sweet, gentle soul people seemed to think he was..no man, mike was FAR FAR FAR more powerful and complex than most people can fathom.

If u can, go to youtube and find the "Ghost" video, which wasn't seen in the US quite so much. I mean, that video is genuinely a bit.....off. Ghouls and shape-shifting and paranormal effects and genuine macabre terror. Really really odd stuff. Watch it. Watch the break in the "Smooth Criminal" vid where mike lowers the brim of his hat and starts tapping his foot and screaming and distorting his body. I mean, seriously, wtf was homeboy doing? I'm not asking that in a NEGATIVE way at all, just asking in a sort of "i-think-i'm-a-normal-person" kind of way, the way a "normal" person would have wondered what the hell Leonardo Da Vinci was up to when he painted the sistine chapel, or the Wright Brothers, when they invented the fucking airplane, or Einstein when he came up with E=MC squared, or Thomas Edison when he came up with ELECTRIC LIGHT. U get me? Genius is always seen as weird or dangerous or...worse.

They burned witches at the stake.

They shot King, Lennon, Kennedy..

They burned mike in the media and absolutely assisted him in his descent into paranoia and psychological trauma-which ended with his DEATH. They should be held accountable as accomplices to murder.

They helped to destroy michael. And they did it on purpose.

Make no mistake, jealousy and misunderstanding CAN KILL YOU.

If u are sensitive and artistically gifted and YOU KNOW IT, u HAVE TO create your world, in order to keep your channel clear, in order to get what u need from the universe to create your creations, and more often than not, the world around u, including your friends, family, lovers, etc, will NOT UNDERSTAND, and u will be ALONE.

Michael was probably one of the most alone people on the planet. From being a child.
Can u imagine?


U CAN'T.

Guard yourself.

!!!!!

He whipped his audiences, burned them with his face and dance, singed them with his lightening quick abilities and attacked them with his energy. He was a FIGHTER through and through, like a well-trained cage-match fighter, and dared anyone to step into the ring with him. He spit fire and caused havoc and carried with him the power of planets and suns. He scorched the earth while he walked it.

He retaliated. He counter-punched. He was NOT a "turn the other cheek" person in any regard. He came out swinging EVERY time. He never gave up. His comeback concert was YET ANOTHER BLOW to his enemies, and at the same time a tender love note of 'thanks' to his millions of fans. He seemed to contain the power and agility and grace and temper and energy and compassion and love and talent and brilliance of an entire WORLD inside his "frail" body.

Did you see the video of him rehearsing before the show. Does he look "frail" to u????? Can U do NOW, at whatever age u are, what he was preparing to do at 50 years old?

Is this a 'weak' man? ;\

And if he was 'weak' as they say, then how could he have entered into a contract to do 50 shows? Even in his 'weakness', he was preparing to give the world what he knew the world wanted/needed from him. Even as a "sick" man, he was going to give the world what they were asking for. He was staging a comeback for LOVE and WONDER and JOY and DELIGHT and FRIENDSHIP and BELIEF and HOPE and PERFECTION and GRACE and DEPTH OF SOUL. What in today's world gives u these values? Anything at all?

Michael was going to give that to us all with those shows.

And in his death, he gave us those and more. The snuffing out of his physical frame was like a true earthly STAR exploded and rained down all those things and more all over the planet, so that EVERYONE could taste a piece of michael's flesh and essence. I don't care what u think, I know what I know, and I say it all the time, this is MY blog and I WRITE WHAT I WANT.

But he was somehow also capable of the most universal tenderness, he could sing and write songs that somehow did seem to heal the world...."Man In The Mirror", "The Lady In My Life", "I Can't Help It", "Never Can Say Goodbye", "I'll Be There", "I Just Can't Stop Loving You", "Heal The World", "We Are The World", "Gone Too Soon", "Childhood", "The Girl Is Mine", "Butterflies", I mean, the dude could melt wax with his voice and send hearts fluttering at will.

And make you dance. "BIllie Jean", "The Way You Make Me Feel", "You Rock My World", "Shake Your Body Down To The Ground", "ABC", "One More Chance", "Rock With You", "Off The Wall", "Dancing Machine", dude was the dancing-est motherf*cker there ever was, of this, there is no comparison.

These elements, plus the mystery, the records set and broken, the philanthropy, the command of the medium, the gentleness, the nostalgia, the pure happiness and joy people got from seeing him, these and more, are what set mike apart from the next best, other superstars like Madonna and Prince and Bruce Springsteen and George Michael and whomever else u can think of, Jay Z, Beyonce, Elton John, Paul McCartney/Beatles, Elvis, whomever, those people are all superior talents, I mean, HUGE, HUGE superstars, rich, famous, talented, but none of them are in the same league as michael. It is almost superhuman how much more talented than the GREATEST TALENTS ON EARTH michael jackson was. Weird how much of an effect his life had on people across the globe.

Truly supra-human. His life and effort are/were obviously about MUCH more than just music, his existence was a testimony to absolute greatness and power.

How do u explain people in kuwait and countries like India, Bahrain, Argentina, Cuba, places like those, who worshipped and loved and idolized michael?

The impact of michael is scarcely known. Truly. the effect this one mans life has had on planet earth is vastly underestimated.

We'll never really know, but we can say for sure that the planet would be a vastly different place without his existence.

So that's all I wanted to say.

Maybe.

Go listen to "Stranger In Moscow", better, if you can, watch the video, and u will see something mesmerizing :)

amaazing :)

That's it.


We'll always have Paris :)



When Rick (Humphrey Bogart ;*) said this to Ilsa From the classic 1942 film Casablanca. when he was putting her on the plane to fly off with her husband Victor. One of the best 5-hankie movies ever made! ;(

The whole section of dialogue was:

Rick: Last night we said a great many things. You said I was to do the thinking for both of us. Well, I've done a lot of it since then, and it all adds up to one thing: you're getting on that plane with Victor where you belong.

Ilsa: But, Richard, no, I... I...

Rick: Now, you've got to listen to me! You have any idea what you'd have to look forward to if you stayed here? Nine chances out of ten, we'd both wind up in a concentration camp. Isn't that true, Louie?

Captain : I'm afraid Major Strasser would insist.

Ilsa: You're saying this only to make me go.

Rick: I'm saying it because it's true. Inside of us, we both know you belong with Victor. You're part of his work, the thing that keeps him going. If that plane leaves the ground and you're not with him, you'll regret it. Maybe not today. Maybe not tomorrow, but soon and for the rest of your life.

Ilsa: But what about us?

Rick: We'll always have Paris. We didn't have, we, we lost it until you came to Casablanca. We got it back last night.

Ilsa: When I said I would never leave you.

Rick: And you never will. But I've got a job to do, too. Where I'm going, you can't follow. What I've got to do, you can't be any part of. Ilsa, I'm no good at being noble, but it doesn't take much to see that the problems of three little people don't amount to a hill of beans in this crazy world. Someday you'll understand that. Now, now... Here's looking at you kid.


one of the best romantic dialogue in a movie ;( !










So here I am

Yes , I miss Melbourne .
Flying back : 30th of July .
Tanning experience : Just 1 day , wasn't bad .
Wasabi : check ✔
Mushroom n Swiss : check ✔
Nose Job : well the clinic was full so my appointment is on the 22th of July , hopefully i have enough time to really go thru it and recover .


- I really Hate how people meddle in someone's else business

Take them shoes off your teeth

and quit running your mouth!!  



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